His wasn’t the only explanation I heard. Another person told me that they believe God sometimes uses our disorder to pursue us and bring us into a relationship with him. In the heat of our disorder, some of us fall into addiction or act out in our relationships. At so…Why Did God Give Me a Mental Illness?1.2K25Teresa ColónAlicia RustMar 5, 2018·1 min readHow does that work if one cannot handle the burdens of mental illness and wants to die…and ends one’s life by suicide?